Day 5

I was going to “blog” today as usually ..day 5 …though I was a bit tired and started  quite late ( busy searching for beautiful pictures on this new web program ) …so I  had some doubts of the outcome … Not even for a moment did I considered not making an “entry” in my blog..after all I made a promise to myself..:)) Well as for right now I am writing in the Microsoft Word.. My blog “doesn’t want me to post new page”…Well I am not giving up..:)) Have to sweet talk my husband to take a look at that  ,  if it’s not going to improve by tomorrow..Literally, my 2 sec. plan for today was to  write about  beauty , art and why we need them in our life…obviously ..that’s not in the stars …J) Maybe patience and calmness in unexpected situations  would be a better choice …J Yes sort of continuation of yesterday about not planning  everything to the last detail with the illusion it will always work..because it doesn’tJ Cant  help to feel disappointed …I was looking forward to doing my daily “soul searching”…under the cover of training myself to be responsible to my commitments..Of course I know I don’t need a piece of paper or should I say “piece of virtual place” to put my “thoughts down” and maybe find few answers…but I like it…because it works for me …To question  and then  to see the written word in front of me containing the answer …pure magic…J It use to be the best kind of therapy for me as a child and growing adult…I could always find the resolution to my problems on the “paper”…all it took, it was just to start writing ..almost anything ..and before I knew it the sentences were “writing itself” faster that I could understand…At the end ..there was the answer…for me ,,for my heartache , confusion, sadness…as if someone else wrote that…sort of funny and strange…J But I only wrote in the time of distress…not when I was happy and peaceful (as a child I had a lot of  “unhappy” moments..not that my life was so dramatic...just faced a lot of challenges as a  young kid…)Well this time it was going to be different..just writing for pure pleasure of it..That was the plan….I was going to write in my blog everyday…happy or not and since as an adult I made a choice to be happy… I was curious myself to see ,what will  I write about… J Wasn’t planning to talk about some “glitches” in the computer program…well could be worse I could have had  an instant inspiration to write …let’s say about…love..and that could be quite nostalgically saturated, cheesy…and unbearably “fuzzy”…just joking ,will write about love ..one day when I figure it out…J My sense of humor is coming back ,because I am beginning to find it funny…my 365 days.. written in stone..everyday…J)) I forgot about one small issue….that I have NO control over the blog….a purely “minute “ detail..:))) No sweat I will write anywhere I can…J))Time to say goodnight…it’s the last act for today…Finding a lesson in unexpected places is maybe annoying at the time ..but still lesson is a lesson …take it , live it, make a friend out of it , find “humor” in it…knowing tomorrow is the new day…and if the Universe has any sense of humor…I will walk my walk  and talk my talk…My grandma always said I talk way too much…J …but I know that she loved that…J. FYI...it started working right now ...my "compose" box in my blog....thank you...whoever..whatever...:)))